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Bubbles!
Monday, March 31, 2008

So it's raining and since we can't go to the pool we brought the pool to us! Well not exactly but we had fun!

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Surprise!!
Thursday, March 27, 2008

Ok so i put j in his crib to pull out the outfit for ready for school night and i turn and theres j STANDING!! He's pulled himself up to sit. He's pulled himself up to kneel and he pulled himself up to stand all by himself! But the best thing yet is that he's so excited to have done so! I'm so proud of him!!!

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Yum!
Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Cooking something serious!!

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Its the little things
Tuesday, March 25, 2008

I love how J gets a smile from such simple things like he can play peek.a.boo for hours! And genuinely stay laughing nonstop.

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Not Your Average Survey
[gotten from Danielle]
Ten Things You Want To Say To Ten Different People:
1. Why'd things happen the way they did?
2. You are the strongest woman I know, and i hope one day to be half the mom that you are. I love you!
3. You're just the best. Ever. When I need you, even when I don't you just know what to say.
4. SHUT THE FUCK UP! nobody asked you for your millionth and one imput.
5. I wish you guys the best, together you three will make it through.
6. I miss you like woah! and i lubs u long time.
7. My butt needs a floor to lay a butt print on! lol. I miss our many inside jokes, our memories, and i just miss my friend.
8. You'll always be my hero. and i'll always be your little girl.
9. Why'd you leave us. I would've loved for you to meet my son. I know you loved him like u loved me. My mom needs you still.
10. You mean the world to me. Everything changed the moment I knew you were coming. But i know together you and me will make it through. I love you so much. You seriously are my only sunshine =].


Nine Things About Yourself:
1. Colombian.
2. Short.
3. Insecure.
4. A Dork.
5. A child at heart.
6. Not your tipical girl.
7. Jeans = love.
8. Lost.
9. A Mommy.


Eight Ways To Win My Heart:
1. Make me smile.
2. Make me laugh. for real.
3.Make me feel like I am the only one.
4. Make me feel special.
5. The little things count ALOT.
6. Tell me what you like.
7. Make me miss you.
8. Be willing to talk to me, listen to me and open up to me. trust me.


Seven Things That Cross Your Mind A Lot:
1. Jayden
2. KS
3. Medellin
4. School
5. Money
6. My family
7. My future.


Six Things You Wish You Never Did:
1. Met you.
2. Cheated on other people.
3. Fell in love.
4. Lost touch with Blu.
5. Left UF
6. Believed you'd be there forever.


Five Turn Offs:
1. Smoking.
2. Lying.
3. Laziness.
4. No ambition.
5. Visible tattoos.


Four Good Things:
1. Ice Cream.
2. The Park with J on a windy day.
3. Hugs and Kisses.
4. Laughter.


Three Smileys That Describe Your Life:
1. =/
2.=]
3.='{


Two Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1. Own a house with a pool for J.
2. Finish School.


One Confession:

1. I know I shouldn't, but i miss you.

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J's serious face lol.
Sunday, March 23, 2008

I gotta go to work soon. I'd rather not. I'm tired. I think i'm getting sick probably why i feel gross. Last night at work i saw 1 of my little ones from the pre-school he was so surprised and asked if i was still going 2 be in school on monday lol. i saw a girl i used 2 work with back when i was in the field of flowers days lol. i saw this girl who i went 2 school with 2. i kept trying 2 avoid them but really 2 avoid the same conversations... "Did u graduate from uf.... Omg i can't believe u have a baby... u were the last 1 i'd think would have a baby... are u married... (this is usually where their facial expressions change don't people know it shows!) Are u still with the father... Oh... Are you ok.... (now my favorite) you're a strong girl you don't need him anyway (what would they say if we were still together?)" Its the one thing i hate about seeing people. I should make business
cards: Yes i have a son. No the father and i aren't together. why? Ask him... @ WORK.

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It's good friday!
Friday, March 21, 2008
Which means day off for me! And time to play with J!!

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Tuesday, March 18, 2008

I always wanted J to do stuff soon. But now i want him to slow down! He's so cute. He bats his eyes, he blows kisses, he's mister independent and wants to feed himself no matter if its a granola bar, a piece of chicken, or his cereal with a spoon. Giving high fives saying hi waving bye. He also says hi when you put the phone to his ear and he's learned to dial, text and hang up or switch lines on his father lol he also does it to me . Its not our fault they make the button red! But now j is also standing on his own and trying to walk. Thank God for this clingy phase where he is always reaching out to me, giving me good hugs, and being sad when i leave or else i'd be so sad!

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Happy 9 months to jayden!
Sunday, March 9, 2008


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Spring forward!!

Just getting ready to go to bed after a busy day of errands shopping for J bc who else right? Lol. Everything is always for my love. Then work. It was a good day but funny i made exactly what i had spent. My mom wants me to take some days off and go away with j probably to gville. But honestly i'd rather the beach! But with j i can't really lay out and work on my tan so maybe i'll just stay and work my spring break what ever its money. On a side note... Apparently i have a sexy voice lol. I always thought i sounded like a chipmunk who knew that was in lol. But even better lol he thinks i'm sexy lol. Wierd i'd never think of myself as that... But he made my day lol. But i've also noticed i tend to attract the same type of guys... Before that would've been cool bc it would be for fun and when i just partied and stuff. But now as nice as they seem it's not what i need... Sounds shallow
but i have to look out for J i think. Good night.

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Good night.
Friday, March 7, 2008

It's time to drop the crib! One of these days j's going to tumble out!

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10:14 PM;

Its friday! O happy day!!

I've been late everyday this week! {Except today} and its all j's fault lol. No really it is i wake up on time.... Its the time we spend playing in the morning from tickling him to just singing songs and talking -well him babbling- then brushing our teeth together which by the way he loves! So i'm happy! But now that j's bigger the thing that takes up the most time is saying goodbye! Corny i know but corny is great when i'm a mommy! I give j tons of hugs and kisses. But thats not all... He grabs on tight when i go to leave him and he "talks" to me i of course like a sap turn around and play some more lol. Some days he like fake whines because he knows of course i'll pick him up for more hugs! But who wouldn't he's so loveable and that face! That face he does when he leans on you like he's resting on your shoulder or tummy its so heartbreaking makes me want to call in! He does it to
david too but who wouldn't david is super special with J! Its this loving lean idk how to describe it.

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Busy.
Sunday, March 2, 2008

My mom asked me how i felt today when i got off work. I said fine. My feet hurt a little but i'm okay. She asked me again. Then she asked me what was on my mind.... I didn't answer but there's a million things that even contradict each other and others that make no sense. She asked me how i felt about my life right now. I can't really complain i said. It's similar to my old life just less naps. I mean i've always worked i've always had 730 classes so i was up early i've pulled all nighters or just stayed up late having fun so my body.s just got to get used to it again. I'll get rest later when i'm old. I think thats what retirements for. The only thing i don't like is that now my time with j is less. And when i'm with him i'm tired and much easily irritated. I don't know i guess since a was spoiled in being able to be with him every day till he was three months then i still didn't have
school too till he was six months. I'm just scared that now i'm going to miss out more on his life.

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