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Monday, July 28, 2008

ok, so maybe bringing a computer to class was NOT a good idea, I dont think i wouldve used it during class, but I also forgot a pen, lol...

on the bright side, i can update my blog, lol.

lets see.... nothing really.

Personally, ive had a lot on my mind. not really something i want to share, but confusion is the major defining word these days. and oh yes... boys suck through pineapples at them, they have sharp edges. lol

I am almost done with my second summer term, and i think i am doing well =] i'm excited and kind of sad. Sad to be going back to work full time this summer. And bummed, out to not be a student. Although it's not as if I am having a blast, I rather enjoy the little escape to being a student again. Plus I like my classes on Social Work. But life goes on. Next summer I will attempt to be a full time student again....

I have gone back to work, making Gordito time much less. boo. hes so funny, and its so wierd how much he loves me. Its something I totally cant understand. even when I put him in timeout for bitting me, he still wants to be with me after i take him out of the playpen. He'll be crying, and u can tell he's upset, but he still clings on to me. When I am mad, I never want to be with the person who made me mad. Strange.
So next year I will be going to that "baby" building to work, although I will have older children. It's cool because I will be near my Gordito... bc incase I havent said before, J is starting pre-school in the fall.
I am super nervous, yet very excited. Today, Poor Ms. Judy, I totally bombarded her with wierd issues on nap mats, food, onesies, lol. She was such a trooper, she even stopped what she was doing to sit down with me and talk about my worries and calm me some. I am very excited, though, the little ones were napping so peacefully and there was one little girl who woke up and she was totally cheesing! =D

On Family life, mom just came back from Colombia. It was Grandma's 1 year anniversary of having passed away. David made this kickass video which totally made me cry and it made me remember her, I still dont think I can imagine going to Colombia and not seeing her anymore. Kind of makes me not want to go to Colombia. But then, I want to go to Colombia so Jayden can see colombia, plus theres tons of little babies for him to play with (too ba most are girls). But issues with Mom and I picked right back up where they were when she left. I always seem to be doing something wrong in her eyes. It's very stressful and annoying, and disheartening. I think I try to be a good mom and daughter, but I guess I'm not trying hard enough. Things with my dad are good, he seems to be having more fun with me hanging out around the house, lol. I'm still fat in his eyes, but w/e i dont care anymore. I do, but I tell myself I don't. David seems to be distant. He's got a lot on his head with the restaurant. but i hate that he doesnt open up to somebody and instead he takes it all in. I wonder if there is something else bothering him... i believe there is, but he'll never tell me.

AT THE END OF THE DAY.... GRRRR this class could be so interesting, but this professor or the 3 hour block is just not doing it for me

Adios!

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Play time
Thursday, July 10, 2008

I love playing with j now much more than before. Now his actions seem more driven by an actual purpose. He also uses the toys more correctly. Finally he's been actually helping me build with his legos than just waiting and knocking it over. And just recently he's discovered cars! I think bc my dad has toy cars at his desk where j likes to play plus so does david in his room i have a large one in my room and he has some in his toy box. Easy to say they are everywhere and accessible. Now when he gets a car he goes broom broom and actually moves it around at times laying on his tummy. He also uses the cars to crash down my tunnels i don't understand the fascination with knocking things down and breaking stuff! I should video tape him and ask him later to see what he says. Anywho... Good night!

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