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its the little moments that
Sunday, December 28, 2008

its the little moments that make it all worth it! Jayden told me "i... yuu" after i told him "i love you"!

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feliz navidad #2
Thursday, December 25, 2008

its my second christmas with my gordiflojo! it was cute. we got together with the gellman boys. all 3 of them and bailey roberts new puppy. jeffrey and tia carmen and jackie (live from canada). it was great we havent all been together (sort of0 since a long time! j napped and woke up just intime to play with everyone a lil and wait till baby jesus and santa bring presents. he loved the tonka trucks the boys brought him! he also loved the tails book jeffrey got him. we love to read him books and he loves reading them too. he got clothes and and a cool millipede (its really a 52pede bc its an abc one) and he finally got a lil radiolike my mom has always wanted him to have!
j also ate an empanada for the 1st time ever! and of course we made arts and crafts lol we didnt bake for xmas but thats bc we had a cookie decoarating evening on a previous night lol. today we had tamales for breakfast. played with presents hung out with eachother. napped!! and watched wall.e
anyways happy holidays

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For the good stuff.... CHRISTMAS!!!
Sunday, December 21, 2008
ok so its the 21st. happy belated to me and happy birthday to my alita del alma. i still love u! and what madrina said is true. i gave u a negrita when i was little and god gave me my negrito lindo!

its that time of the yr and J is also 18 months old!!! hes ancient. but he's great. hes so smart and charming. looks like me, lol. and hes such a personality. i love him!!! he really likes christmas, the decorations, the tree, the songs, the novena, and the lights. its spectacular.

he's grown so much. he sings, he dances, he claps, hes tryting to talk a mile a minute, but we dont understand chinese we tell him, lol.

his favorite songs right now:
Most things canti juegos... he got over his pocoyo stage

I like to Move it Move it

"where is santa, where is santa
here i am, here i am
marry merry christmas, merry merry christmas
ho ho ho, ho ho ho" (and in spanish)

"ven, ven, ven,
ven a nuestras almas jesus ven, ven, ven, ven,
ven a nuestras almas
jesus ven ven a nuestras almas
no tardes tanto, no tardes tanto
jesus ven ven, ven ven"

new words:
"mana" snowman
"ahol" arbol
"I-ah" tia
"yayis" his name for grandma
"gon gon" dragon

favorite movie: madagascar!!!
he hasnt watched it yet, but J loves Wall.E anywhere he sees it that what he calls out to. Shhh dont tell him, el nino jesus is bringing it for him (and for David, lol)

he still LOVES animals, but he is starting to like transportation. such as airplane, trucks, helicopter, firetrucks, and motorcycles.

his favorite person that he calls out for (aside from me, lol) is BA! David is still the greatest with him! i dont know what Id do without my brother. i think all single mothers, aside from having a great family should have a great Big brother and godfather to their children. David is like my savior at time... i guess tahts why hes my best friend. corny i know but i loves him i think more than j loves him, but thats debateable.

Anyways, happy holidays and a happy and prosperous new year. My wish is for Medellin restaurant to finally open, and open BIG! and for all of us to get our dreams fullfilled. whats my dream.... FOr J and I to succeed the utmost we can. Together, whether it be just the 2 of us for ever, or if im destined to meet someone new... i think i want a nice latin man =}

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i should've known. VENTING!
this is what i learn in school. people who come from families that didnt grow up together, grow up to not really know what a real family is like. but i guess theres nothing like first hand experience. Now I know.

im kinda happy the way things turned out. i know how things are now. at least i know for sure that its OVER! but im not sad. more like irritated, bc i was hesitant to try this again, and when i finally fell for it, its over. it feels like it was just a game. w/e thats what i get for having dated someone so young while i myself was young too.

I would say im not angry. well, that would be a lie. im angry that i was lied to, for no reason. i wouldve been ok with having been told the truth. but no. i think its a cowardly move. people dont just pop up from nowhere as he said in the aftermath. the lack of acceptance for his mistakes is what has turned this into a "shitty"situation.

But i can honestly say i am happy that i can move on and say that i tried. what i was told were problems b4 i tried to fix. i tried going above and beyond, i asked i wanted to know how i could become a better wife. but w/e. i tried. i didnt give up. when j grows up, he wont be able to say its my fault.

Hopefully when J grows up i'll find a great daddy for him, but not only that... he'll be a great husband for me. I'm also a little relieved. bc i HATE the name maria for a daughter, being hispanic its EVERYWHERE.

w/e lifes a bitch and i do believe in Karma. so shit happens. wait for ur turn buddy.



edited after the initial angryness, lol.

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why?
Saturday, December 13, 2008
u gotta love fb, lol. not. everyone i know is moving on with life. graduating, moving on with a masters, getting a good job, or even getting married and having a family.

me i stay stuck. im working where i worked when i was 16, lol. i live with myparents. and yeah my education is w/e?

but worst off im still stuck on the same person. and it just seems like the same fucking cycle. one day we're hot, then we're cold. u seem to never be the person that will help me get out of this rut that will push me to better myself that will help me make a family. thats all i want. i dont want to be stuck anymore.

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