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Instead of sleeping
Tuesday, January 29, 2008

No matter what i can still lay here almost eight months later and watch J sleep jus as i did with amazement when he was at good with me just barely a couple days old. Or as a friend of mind would say... A couple days young. So much goes through my mind as i watch him. J reminds me of my past both good and bad times and people alike. He represents my present and he helps me hope and dream of my future but better yet of his future and what i want for him. For us. Its insane at least to me how he really does mean the world to me.

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End of the month and
End of the month and the police has to fill their quota so they are out everywhere also on motorcycles hiding and in undercover cars!!

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Buddy
Monday, January 28, 2008

He likes to go grocery shopping! He gives me reasons to laugh and i get him diapers lol.

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Adventure at the park!
Saturday, January 26, 2008

Nice weather!

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Political baby.
Friday, January 25, 2008
There's some kids who are amazing and know countries and all sorts of things not just the colors and the abc.s and if you've ever seen this kids they're like two! We've been singing the countries to j just bc it soothes him but we think his thing is going to be politics. For a while now david has been watching all the political debater and the primary voting with J and J likes it. He just watcher and babbles during it all. Last night we stayed up to watch the republican debate bc i'm thinking about voting and one of the candidates looks like magneto from x.men. I think his name is paul. Well his last name. I like him lol but nobody else does they barely let him speak. Anyways TGIF!!

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Happy Birthday Martin Luther King Jr.
Monday, January 21, 2008
So no banks opened today, no public schools open today, no DPC open today, so no work for me today =]
JOY
(except for when i think about the winter break we JUST had and um oh yes... BILL$)

So J and I woke up at regular time, holidays mean nothing to him... one day he'll understand the greatness of not only sleeping, but sleeping in! I can only sit and wait.... well not really, it'll be a while for that day.

Today the weather is nice. Not too sunny, not too cold... just right (i feel like Goldi Locks, how lame, lol). So i decided today J and I would venture to the park! We did the usual, the swings, him first on the baby ones then together on the big ones. He loves the baby ones!!! He's such a cheeser.
But today I had a great idea, I brought 3 blankets and I did what I've been wanting to do. I laid them out on the freshly cut grass on the soccer field... and I laid J and me on it with toys. I loved it. and my lil Gordo did too. We played with his toys, I sung songs, he did his scuuting back and the grass felt different under the blankets than carpet or tile do, and I let him touch the grass, he smiled, it's something new. We were there for a while hanging out, the breeze was nice and the sun was out. J started getting sleepy, so we left. Thats when I noticed... grown up baseball players.... hmmm some looked rather tan and my age.... I must go the park again and investigate, but this time maybe not in my UF hoodie. lol.

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All smiles for mommy!
Saturday, January 19, 2008


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'It too funny'

Wise words from Cookie Monster

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Choo choo
Thursday, January 17, 2008

He gets so excited playing with his train.


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[P]oops he did it again... Thankfully!
Wednesday, January 16, 2008

So yes poopy diary again... I'm really hoping this will be solved sometime soon... But soon isn't till february 4 hopefully. Anyways on a bright side j went poopy finally today. He was upset before and during he cried horribly its the worst feeling to see him cry and all i can do is hold him and sing to him as he tries to squeeze my shoulder when he's hurting. That's when i'm so thankful j's been healthy and he's growing just fine. I don't know how other mom.s can handle things that life has thrown at them. they must be given super strength bc i get so sad and i'm just dealing with J's constipation issues. And so with this i'm hoping this means a good sleeping night for J which selfishly means a good sleeping night for me too. Hasta mañana. Maybe.

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Sometimes
Sometimes we are sad sometimes we are stupid sometimes we are weak. Unfortunately for me its those times when we say things we mean but things we should keep to ourselves bc there's always someone who smiles when we are down.

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Teeth update!
Tuesday, January 15, 2008

They look so little but don't be deceived they hurt! There teeth need to hurry up and come out bc i don't mind the clingyness but i do mind J waking up like every two hours.

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J loves his grandma
Monday, January 14, 2008

And i love my mom too! Good night.

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Keepsakes
Saturday, January 12, 2008
As I was getting J's treasure chest out to put in his halloween costume and his christmas shirt, i came across the baby shower cards i kept along with other little momentos. And they mad me cry, bc I'm a sap, I almost cried the other day watching Ugly Betty, lol. Anyways they made cry happy tears to know what great friends I have.

Tania and the Luzes (plus Derwin) planned my baby shower, and i think it went super well. Everything looked beautiful and was planned so well! My mom, brother and aunt drove from here to be with me. My friend Carlie came from NC! Nati and her mom and dad came from CA! and Emely and her mom also trooped it up from here! Then there was Papa Frita, aka Valerie, lol, from Orlando. Also my friends from HS and UF where there, like Gillian, Gaby, Laura, Alana, Mellisa. My Co-Worker (well ex-Co) Vanessa -We share the same birthday- and Janis my ex-roomie. New Friends like AJ, Mike, Twan, Shana, Allison, and her sister Rachel went too. It was a good time, i think. The AC did break, and I was sweating like crazy, but looking back i had a good time, and reading the cards I felt so loved. There were cards from Freshy, Ana, my boss, Ines, my other Bosses, Diana and Dr. Haghighat. Geri -My CoWorker. Family Friends, THe Gellmans, Mayorgas, and Leyvas. My cousin Jackie and her friends Sandra and Katie. Anthony, Felita, and Zadriana, Ms. Gina and Keith's Daddy. So many people that wished us the best, how they hoped for a healthy, happy, strong baby boy, and said that I'd be a good mom or that we'd be good parents. and of course the special messages from them that were thought out and personal with inside jokes and nicknames, lol. I feel so blessed to have been loved by many and how even before J was born they cared about him too.

I love happy times, and happy memories. I'm keeping the baby shower/new baby cards and memoirs from then so I can show J, and tell him about such a happy day!

Thanks Tania, Luz, Luzmary (and Derwin, lol) for planning such a memorable and important day for me, and thank you everyone else for making it very special!!

bed time =] good night.

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So much to do....
ok its saturday, no work, but there's so much to do!!!!

I have homework for both classes. I have to go get the books for both classes first I guess =/ there goes my holiday paycheck... boo!

Then I was planning on printing out J's pictures, or burning them on a CD... I'm so worried they'll delete.

I have to go to the library to return books and to take out new ones, though i might not this week, because, like the title says I have so much to do i think for the rest of my life. lol

Then, there's baby things everywhere. So we have to rearrange the spaces to fit it, so it looks well decent and not like the truth which is that J has invaded the entire house and taken it over!!!!

k this is brief.

Have a good weekend =]

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7 months...
Thursday, January 10, 2008
It seems like just last week that j was six months and destroying his half cake lol. But with so many things in the month of december time flew! J is seven months has two teeth got his flu shot sits up makes all sorts of wierd noises and has mastered the cheerio grab lol. Now if if could just poop regularly everything would be great!!

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Typing away
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
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Love,

Jayden

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Too funny!!
Monday, January 7, 2008

Yesterday at church J found his fingers and was mesmerized by them playing with them for like 15 minutes. Then all day he was doing it too. Lol. Even talking to them. J cracks me up with something new each day! I love it.

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OMG i just heard on the radio a twelve year old who beat a seventeen month old with a bat. Definitely not getting a young baby sitter. EVER

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Going Back
Back to school and back to work. Work is good... Gives of money lol. And school is good too bc it means me getting closer to finally finishing not so much for me anymore but for j. Plus i get to meet new people! Even if not in class... At least i get to see people on campus.

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Love and Happiness
Sunday, January 6, 2008
I have never been happier for my mom and dad... And i'm hoping its just the beginning!! They deserve so much greatness.

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Happy 3 Kings Day!!!!
First I'm super excited, bc thanks to the bestest big bro, i now can print pics!!! but even better... i found out i can print my scrap blog pages. i cant print the as 8x10s though =/ or if i can i havent figured it out. but they still look nice. you should check it out:

It's a Boy!!

I also made some new pages by request:

J's Special Moments

i still have many more to come. i'll let u know. doubt his special moments will be over though... ever.

And you can check out others made by me:

H.

one i should i erase, but w/e i think it came out nice and the pics can always be changed, lol

Then go look at others bc some people do some really cool things.


k. anyways. thanks =}


[[[oh yes, leave me a comment]]]

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Bedtime story
Friday, January 4, 2008


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Yay for Gillian!

I love visitors and so does J! Especially when its a good friend that i still keep in touch with. We went to the same middle school but became friends freshman year of hs... Thats seven years! Gillian went to uf too and thats where we got to be better friends. She graduated! And is now in grad school at UMD on her way for a phd. Very cool! Anyways she's always been great about checking in on us and to definitely make a day where she comes to visit us when she's down in florida! So thanks gillian!!

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Teething!!

J is teething. He has for some time now. But it wasn't till new years day that i finally saw his two botto teeth peaking through. I noticed when he grabbed my finger and decided to bite down. Anyways now more than ever he's trying to chew on anything and suck on everything all the time! So during the day he's major drool monster! And at night he hasn't been able to sleep well waking up searching. I tried to reintroduce the pacifier but with no luck. This time he doesn't gag but he tightens his mouth when he senses it near or takes it and starts playing with it or throws it. J not sleeping well means me not sleeping. So thank goodness for the occasional nap during the day bc my job as mommy is to comfort j and make sure he gets the good sleep (studies show thats when babies grow most) and honestly i don't mind bc he makes up by giving me hugs.

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so...
Thursday, January 3, 2008
i am awake, and i already printed out the stuff for my classes, i already checked.. and you still on reruns of ugly betty! damn writers strike!!!!! but i did watch this show "samantha who?"... kinda funny, cant lie. Then went on myspace, and yup all done, and no one was online... so i ventured on the browse guests button, which automatically goes to users who are like 5 miles from your zipcode and with similar ages as me.

what did i find:

most guys are either hot, but super cocky or VERY metro!! which is a big turnoff. Not hot at all. Or both and they think they are so hood and so gangsta, lol. but um we live in suburbia, and sorry to burst there bubbles... last i checked, desperate housewive like homes do not equal hood! lol. plus some of them are all scrawny and look cracked out and what makes them so big and bad is that they have a gun, which i hope they shoot into their toe and go out and find some real clothes and a decent life. Then theres the guys who look normal, have like real names or something sweet instead of sexual or just pathetic titles... but like always, they are already taken (or their profile was private, lol).

anyways, ehh slim pickings, but i did notice most of the guys i checked out, had a certain "type" lol they were either hispanic, italian and or lightskinned (very) and like usual nice smile and or eyes, lol and had their clothes on. so if u know someone who fits this, has a job, lol, likes kids but doesnt have one, and um yeah is sweet, lol. tell him to holler. JK ....No holleration as of yet (ill keep u posted when i change my mind).

i like having my time dedicated to my number one little man!

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Finally!!
Wednesday, January 2, 2008

So its been winter for two weeks give or take. And finally i get to use j's florida winter clothes! I was so excited i didn't know which outfit to put on lol. I gotta enjoy this week bc by like next week it'll be back up in the 80's.

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Ode to my DADDY =}
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
They say the only man a girl can depend on is her daddy... and yes i agree (well i got blessed i got a big bro too).

I love my daddy. Yes i still call him daddy. Yes I talk to him everyday at least on the phone, and when I didnt live here it was more like 5. Yes i still ask for hugs and high fives. And yes we have inside jokes.

In my daddy I see great man. He may not have gone to college like other people, but hes still great. He moved out on his own at 14 and hasn't stopped being a hard worker, something hes instilled in me. He got married young at 19 (yes my mom robbed the craddle too, but it worked for her, although she did say she had to mold him a little, bc he was a little rough around the edges, lol) and remains to be a good husband, dad and family man.

He's such a good man too, he's always helping someone out, whether its his family, my moms, my cousins, a friend of his, and me. If he can he'll help in any way, sometimes this backfires on him, but still he doesnt get bitter, he just wont help u anymore like that, lol. He's a funny guy with a mean looking osama face lol (inside joke). My friends all love my dad, but they do tell me they thought he was going to be mean, lol.

He's such a good famuly man i think. Always putting his priorities and his family first. Its true in the many years I've known him, lol, jk but yeah my dad has never once gone somewhere w/out thinking of us first, hes never come home late without calling and making sure we've all had dinner and saying good night, and when he comes home late, its bc work is hard and long.

Because of how hes lived, he learned a lot. He's always managed his money well, and keeps trying to help me, but i just dont listen. He knows the importnce of schedules, planning and keeping an agenda, and he always puts business first. For example its night time and i know he'd love to be watching a movie, bc if its one thing he loves its moves and he can swear hes seen almosr all, sometimes hes rght but sometimes hes sure hes seen it b4 its even at the movies, lol. but instead of watching a movie or football, or more like cjannel surfing lol, he's being the responsible person hes always trying to make us be, and hes at his desk working, doing paperwork, etc. since today he spent it hanging out w/ the family.

I see him with J, his little Gorilla, and it makes me wonder about my childhood with him. I dont remember much of life in Colombia, but mom says he was a good dad, a good helper too for her. I do remember running away though when he first shaved and came home from being here for a year, lol. i was little, give me a break! I also remember him working a lot to give us all he could that he didn't have as a child. The weekends were all dedicated to us though, I remember our many fun filled family vacations and trips to the zoo, to the museum, to the beach [where he refuses to wear sunscreen and then complains about the sunburn on his white skin, lol]. I remember our family waking up and playing basketball together on the weekends and playing Parcheesi with him always winning [bc he knows how to hold the dice i still say, but he swears its strategy!] lol.

He's so happy w/ J. he rushes home to see him and is sad when he falls asleep before he gets home. Hes also a great nanny on tuesdays taking J on trips, lol and making J laugh so hard doing silly things my dad does, bc hes always remained such a kid at heart.

I hope just like hes made me so happy, i can make him happy and proud too. i know that day will come when I finish school, so im hoping i can get to that day soon to make him proud of his bruja, lol.



[[[this is just random rambling and thoughts as i watch him laugh at the shreader for going to slow and him putting too much paper in, lol. he doesn't know im watching him do the silly things he does]]]

~i kid, i kid... i joke, i joke~

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question...

i was up, been up... honestly im waiting for the rose parade, lol. i didnt want to miss it. well that and im used to being up and i cant sleep. so to keep my mind of things, i went on online and checked out blogs...

one of the ones i found:

blogger: (OMG totally just saw its Buddha from I Love NY, lol, totally be accident, i found this out when i was looking for the main page to link back to, lol)

Sunday, December 30, 2007

Question


What's BEST in Life?? What really matters??


This is the answers I liked:

Love is the most important thing in life. God is love. God is all we need to survive and be happy. Love is therefore all we need

In my deep and solidified opinion, I feel that family and love are best and are what really matters! Why?Family is best because a TRUE family has UNCONDITIONAL love for one another. Blood is thicker than water, but you do not always have to be blood to be family either! I have people that I consider family that have no blood relation to me whatsoever, and I go to them when I'm down and feel like there is no getting up. They call me just to tell me to keep my head up and let me know that they were thinking about me and love me, regaurdless of my past. I love them because they love me and we know that when life gets hard and we feel all alone, that we HAVE our FAMILY there to help us through. My family has instilled the spirituality and knowledge that has led me through the storms to the happy ending that comes after the rain. (God blessed me with the family to help me through, so of course I thank him...)LOVE...Because I life without love isn't much of a life at all. Yes, I stole it but it's so true! Love causes pain, brings you happiness, fills your spirit with joy, and takes you to those places that you never felt your heart and soul could travel. Love is a timeless adventure that unfolds as you live life and without it, you miss the adventure of a lifetime...That's just what I take to be of importance and value in life.-Ashley "The Movement" Redmon

THE BEST IN LIFE IS MEMORIES . THE MEMORIES THAT YOU SHARE WITH ALL YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS. WHAT MATTERS IN LIFE IS THE PEOPLE YOU CREATE MEMORIES WITH AND THE PEOPLE THAT LOVE YOU FOR YOU NOT BECAUSE YOU REMIND THEM OF SOMEONE ELSE

Life itself, is a beautiful thing. I think for me to feel whole, the things that really matter is respect for myself first of all. Having morals and the drive to succeed, personally. I think that success and positivity attracts success and positivity. I believe in family love and peace. Last but not least, a soul mate to share all of these things that matter to me in my life.

Happiness and peace within self because when everyone else is gone and you are sitting there by yourself, you need to be satisfied.

I would have to say this; when you reach the point in your life when you've made a mends with all past decisions, growing and learning from who and what you are, you will then be able to open your soul to the true love given to you by GOD discovering that his love gives you peace and that is all that truly matters.

I think what's best in life is that sense of completion gained when all your loves are met: Agape, the love of your God/creator; Philo, love of family, brethren and sistren; and Eros, the love accompanied by passion only provided by your significant other and equal (not better) half. What really matters is how you use the empowerment garnered from self-awareness to impact the lives of others. If you only ever benefit yourself, you have effectually hindered and harmed the life of someone else who needed you...

What's best in life and what really matters is the reminder that this is a journey. A journey that has surprises, stops, joys, pains, and bumps in the road along the way. But the best thing about that is how we each choose to deal with our own individual journeys. The object is never to remain the same but to evolve and change, becoming more than we ever thought we could or were meant to be


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