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Saturday, April 11, 2009
silence. drives me insane. so many thoughts and feelings bottled up. only to be released in moments of solitude. holding back tears shadowed by constant fake smiles on my face. how am i? great. thanks. smile. while really i wish i could just hold my gordito and b happy just the 2 of us. i got what i wanted.... right? 2 years... i cried... 2 yrs i sat waiting hoping... but for what? i wish i wouldntve been naive. dreams are just that... dreams. reality is what comes at u. anger. dissappointment. sadness. questions. constant inner monologues driving me insane. silence. one day...